Diane's last words

Created by naghmeh 11 years ago
When I first heard of Diane's passing, I could not stop weeping. I felt Joy that she was in such a wonderful place now with our Lord and Savior Jesus. that there would be no pain and no more sorrow and I could just see her shinning so brightly and her beautiful smile and I could hear Jesus say "well done, my good and faithful servant." But the ache in my heart would not go away. There would be no more more texts, no more calls, and no more messages. I quickly went to her facebook page to find some comfort on her last posts and prayers to only find this: "Believing in His unequaled power and grace to continue to free Saeed & protect his family! He is the great I AM. Love you forever." I could not stop weeping and still can not when I read this. That in her pain, she had left me one last message. That she was praying for us and for Saeed's freedom. She told me what I needed to hear from that message. That she loved me. I wept as I told her how that we loved her forever too and could not wait to see her in heaven. Tears continue to stream down my face as I write this. a Few days before Saeed was taken to prison, I was able to talk to him and I told him about Diane's battle with cancer and the issues she had with her medication. We prayed together for her and he said to tell her that he was praying for her. Saeed loved her so very much and it breaks my heart that he did not get to see her again on this earth and this happened while he was in prison. I have known Diane for more than 10 years and as everyone knows her love and prayers were what I loved about her most. She was the most loving person I have met and she was always behind Saeed and I in prayer. I have many memories from her. Every hug, every smile, every encouraging words will be missed by her. The hardest part for me has been to come to church and as my eyes search for her to get my hug, I realize that she is not there. Jesus has called her to Himself and I selfishly miss her so very much. I hope to one day be a light and show Christ's genuine love as she has done. She was and is truly my example. As your last post in facebook said, Love you forever Diane.